Sadness.
All Sunday I was doing correction work for my Latin classes. But today Shevchenko checked it and it was awful again! Urgh, I have to do it again! Because of the Bad mark for my Latin test I was contingently attested! It's okay, but not as pleasant as only attested. Then she was speaking about ancient literature and said there are no contenders for the automate!!! Let's see. I have never missed her classes, both seminars and lectures, I have read practically all the books from the exam list, I always write summaries about read books and hand them in to her, I work on every seminar, I was among the first students who handed in their reports AND AFTER THAT SHE SAYS THERE ARE NO CONTENDERS FOR THE AUTOMATE!!! WTF, YOU, OLD CRUEL WOMAN?! What the hell is wrong with you?! I'm fucking disappointed.
Happiness.
Finally I have catched Danilova and now I have my first offset in my record book. Mother is on holidays and she will meet me every day at home, I won't feel as lonely as I used to. Today in the gym I managed to do all the standards written in my training diary. And cardio exercises don't make me wanna die anymore. When I was walking to the bus stop I met Irina Ivanovna and Jeanne Valerievna. We were happy to meet each other. Had a talk about the school and the university. They were waiting for the same transport as me and when I was preparing to leave the tram II was looking at me and smiling. This smile made me forget about everything and smile as an idiot Love them.