I swear I lived
Seems like it's spring depression. Really. An awful condition. When I'm around friends everything's alrigh. But when I find myself alone, even in a crowd of people, everything starts to go wrong. Little failures, depressed mood, none possibility to do anything and so on. It requires great efforts to make myself study. I know I have a lot to do but I just continue serfing the net. It takes me 2 hours only to open a book. And it's very difficult to make myself learn sth and not finally fall in a hole of depression. Sometimes I cry. Just come home and start crying. Because of nothing. Somebody, help me.